when its ALL OK!

hmmm.. lets talk about the OK syndrome.. defn: a point of time in everyones life when things happen around you.. and all u can do is stand there.. take a look and say.. ITS OK! hahhaa... ya.. all i can do is say ITS OK and laugh it off

you reach home to find all things in disarray.. ITS OK.. u have no place to sleep.. ITS OK.. you have a call to take at unearthly hours just cos its during the working hours of your US counterparts.. ITS OK.. you take the call from the rear seat of your car cos conditions at home are not conducive for work.. ITS OK.. you have dinner at 12 am.. ITS OK.. u finally find a corner to lie down and relax.. and then call someone near and dear.. and all u hear is the callertune reaching a crescendo and gradually fading.. ITS OK.. you finally decide to watch the latest episode of HEROES... your laptop runs out of battery back up.. and the plug point is nowhere around the place you decided to rest.. ITS OK.. you finally talk yourself to sleep around 4.. ITS OK.. not to mention the mosquitoes to give u company and ensure that you are deprieved of the privilege called sleep.. ITS OK.. you finally manage to strike a chord with the mosquitoes and uphold the thoeries of Darwin.. and close your eyes at 6 am.. the paperwala slams the news paper against the very window next to u.. ITS OK!! its the milkmans turn next.. though he doesnt slam anything against your window.. but the irritating typical horn used to alert everyone in the locality of his arrival ruins ur cat nap.. ITS OK.. then the final nail in the coffin.. the maid walks in.. armed with her state of the art weapon systems and the annoying promptness with which she starts her chores and ensures nobody rests while she is sweating it out.. ITS OK... you give up.. u jump out of the makeshift bed... and then step on the strategically spilt water by ur commanding officer.. THE MAID.. and before u realise.. your world is upside down.. worry not.. its jus that you slipped.. ITS OK.. u get up.. endure the pain.. pick up your toothbrush.. and voila.. there is no toothpaste... yahoooooooo.. yippeeee..... ITS OK.. no better way to end ur night and have a eventful morning.. you decide to reach work on time.. unforseen forces are thrown in to ensure that you do not make it.. and infact end up reaching office late by 2 hours.. ITS OK.. on the way i dont think i have to mention the traffic.. its been the epitome of all my posts till date.. so lets not mention TRAFFIC.. ITS OK!! before you leave home you try reaching your near and dear ones.. and you get a cold reception with no answers for having missed last nights call as well.. ITS OK.. people forget you.. ITS OK... forget your existence.. no matter wat you do and how u care and show concern.. ITS OK!! then u finally reach office.. realise that your phone is running out of battery charge.. in the melee last night and morning you forget to recharge your phone.. ITS OK.. you run into the HR director directing vague pointless and stupid questions at you.. and to top it u go ahead and answer it (like you had a choice) ITS OK!! you have deadlines to meet and with the current ITS OK situation all u can do is surpass the deadlines and say ITS OK!! after all is that not what has been thrown at you at every turn, nook and corner of life.. ITS OK.. end of it all, all you can say is ITS OK..

ITS OK.. atleast you are looking at all the not so pleasant things thrown at you and say ITS OK.. it could have been worse.. LOL.... you are looking at the positive side of life.. ITS OK!! it has happened now.. will not happen again.. ITS OK!! lets get on with it.. you break up with the one person who matters the most to you at one point of time .. yet you move on saying ITS OK.. and then you go ahead do the same mistake and yet again say ITS OK!! you see the person u love the most now in pain and unhappy times.. yet you dont muster the courage to hold the persons hand and say not to worry.. i am here for you and I LOVE YOU.. and you standby..let the person you love walk into the arms of the wrong person.. and say ITS OK!! again hoping things workout in the best interests of you and that person.. ITS OK!! you let someone else take the credit and recognition of your hard work and hog the limelight and laurels.. ITS OK.. you leave behind all your loved ones in pursuit of that elusive dream and happiness (witch in disguise) and then realise the decisions taken by you were rubbish and utter thrash of the nth order.. ITS OK..

this never ending pursuit of things elusive and failing to see what is in front of us and then hanging on to the 2 golden words. ITS OK.... y in first place do we not want to see wat lies in front of us and rather want to see what never existed.. and probably will never exist.. cos life has given it to u already and its for u to realise and stop this mad chase.. but i guess 99/100 times you will miss it... ITS OK

so involved in this ITS OK post that i missed my meeting by 5 minutes.. but i guess like always.. ITS OK!!

--rest_IN_peace --

Another Day passes by

Well well well... its a Friday.. and here i am... to rock you like a hurricane.. :P

traffic traffic and traffic ... i dont thing i will ever stop mentioning traffic in all my blogs :(
still sitting in office just to beat the traffic.. its 8:30 pm.. and sadly i have nothing to do this evening.

Might watch the latest episodes of HEROES :)) and LOST.. the new seasons have been good and certainly have kept me on the edge of my seat.. that much for a Friday night.. still remember last friday... i went bonkers in Purple Haze... it was good fun.. DJ was belting out my favourite tracks and i was headbanging to the max... singing along (or shouting i must say) until my vocal cords cried stop! then a late dinner at Empire.. how much i yearn to relive the same friday :(
duh pah these meetings.. and terrific traffic... psssst excited abt the Goa trip 2 weeks from now.. already excited.. will meet my entire team from hyderabad... the BUNCH 'O' DEVILS... tickets booked.. accomodation set... and for now just waiting to hit 20th of FEB... yaaaaaaaaaawn.. Will head home now... i guess a better part of traffic has passed by and i should have some empty streets ahead.. till next time.. next talk will be V day and the threats various organisations are throwing... something ridiculous like " We will carry rakhis and mangalsutras along.. and we will catch hold of couples.. if willing we will get them married.. if not we will give them rakhis!"

WTF... MIND UR OWN BUSINESS.. JOBLESS BOOZOOS... WHO GAVE U RIGHTS TO DECIDE OUR LIVES??
stay tuned... more to come...

-- rest_IN_peace --

With or Without You

With or Without u -U2 .. well one things for sure i am a music geek.. i love my music and i relate myself to different genres as per my mood swings. Being a typical GEMINI, i cant help the extreme swings.. See the stone set in your eyes See the thorn twist in your side I wait for you Sleight of hand and twist of fate On a bed of nails she makes me wait And I wait without you With or without you With or without you..



most of my posts would revolve around songs i listen to and the memories that they bring along and the things that i miss the most.. and the thoughts they invoke at that particular instance.. complicated is thy second name.. as the song plays in the background and i write this post sitting in my solitary confinement chamber (my cubicle) it brings to my mind the times gone by... times when things were unchanged and trust me.. unchanged for the better.. And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem, the consequences that I've rendered and times when I've stretched myself beyond my means.. hahhaaha... and the consequeces arising cos of the consequences i had rendered... aaarghhhh.... trying to find a way out.. for the tormented soul inside me (this doesnt mean RIP lol).. trying to find a vent.. to let go of all the anger inside me.. trying to find a forum.. to let put across my thoughts.. and trying to find myself i all of this.. till next post



--rest_IN_peace --

Where am i heading?

My first post.. :) finally thought will start blogging.. blogging bug bit me in 2006.. but the spark somehow died out before i could give more flame to it...

yaaaawn.. early day at work.. left home at 8.. thought would beat the sad mad bad traffic of bengaluru city.. but the roll of the dice backfired.. caught in a jam near btm lyt 16th main.. aarghh... when do i actually leave home then.. at 6 am? sulked my way thru the traffic.. and then comes the jam at silk board..work hours couldnt have started better than this can they?

i shall skip the gory details.. managed to reach office by 9:15.. not much work.. so the thought crosssed my mind to start wat i had left long back.. BLOGGING.. yuhuuuuuuu.... and here i am..

Song playing: MIA -Paper Planes.. aaa nice melody to be stuck with in the early hours.. and the dark hours.. hahaha..

So any surprises at work??..hell yes.. one of my very good friend Shoumik the De.. is quittitng.. and 6th is his last day in office.. sad.. but ok.. move on bro... ALL THE BEST..

and yeah day started off with my best best best bestest buddy calling at 6:45 am.. Wattuu.. she was all excited and happy.. her guy dropped in town this morning after a year long sail and being away on the high seas.. (Merchant Navy) and wat better way to jump out of bed to hear ur dear ones all excited and happy...

thats all for my first post.. more coming ur way.. and yeah thanks to Raji :) (http://raji22494.blogspot.com/ ) sorta infused the thought to start blogging again...

--rest_IN_peace-- (contradictory blogging name.. i surely aint at peace inside) LOL