End of another YEAR and DREAMS

Time passes by.. and in the blink of an eye another year passes by. Another nightmare of a year. All the aspirations at the start of the year and hopes and dreams built never saw daylight. They were squashed ruthlessly in the dark dingy twists and turns of life. Year never turned out the way i had wished for. End of it, after all the effort, i stand tall among the ruins.. exactly at the same spot where i started 365 days ago.. seriously WTF.. just a bit more broken and battered and a lot more war wounds n scars to show off.. a WAR WITH LIFE VETERAN.. and the trend seems to continue.. i will be WAR WITH LIFE VETERAN FOR LIFE! seems like my fate was written on a day when GOD had serious power outages.. and he was cursing too.. GOD DAMMIT!

A cold Christmas..and as distances between increase.. it gets colder and colder. Life has always been a serious of unfortunate events. And the best part.. i term my life to be QUICKSAND.. one moment i was on firm grounds with firm footings.. and the next moment one thing goes bad.. and another.. and another.. and another.. and before u know it everything around you starts crumbling and u sink deeper and deeper. The more you struggle to set it right.. the more deeper you sink.. QUICKSAND..

2009 was supposed to be a fresh start.. but it turned out otherwise.. and whatever little faith i had abt all the good things just took a U-turn. And i ran from Pillar to Post in Pursuit of the ever elusive Happiness.. only solace.. well i got the spelling right!

Looking forward to the coming year 2010.. and for the first time in 25 yrs i look forward to it without any hopes or dreams.. cos they are anyways gonna be crushed.. so y expect.. rather dont and be happy.. will atleast hurt less..

WISHING YOU ALL A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR! may all ur dreams do come true.. have a wonderful year ahead