Late Goodbye

Its the TIME game and it always has been the case.. we are competing against time.. running against it.. every thing that is conceived on this planet has a shelf life and the moment it sees the light of the day it starts competing against TIME.. to last the longest..

Nothing better with human relationships... they too strive for TIME.. compete with TIME.. but the best part is they "grow with TIME".. and yet the worst part is.. they also "deteriorate with TIME" now how u nurture them is completely at your discretion.. :-)

Bidding goodbyes has never been my forte... just never learnt to bid the perfect goodbyes.. after all how can one completely forgo the memories spent with loved ones.. and walk away when the TIME comes without the attachment that you shared over the past few days coming back at you... shackling ur walking away feet... the harsh reality hitting you in the face that TIME wins again.. Leaving behind loved ones is the hardest thing one would have to ever come across in ones lifetime.. the moments that you shared and spent flash by.. the thought of leaving keeps gyrating in ur mind n soul... the thoughts as to when would you see them again... the uncertainty that looms large... the thoughts that there might not be a next time..the missing warmth and affection...missing the eyes filled with love... missing it all... the thoughts just don't stop.. and at that one moment your entire life comes to a stand still.. the world around you seems crumbling.. each passing moment signals in you the blackhole which keeps sucking in more darkness and in the process you loosing yourself and plunging head first deep inside the confines of loneliness. The only good thing that TIME left behind for you is the MEMORIES of a lifetime.. which give you both pain and happiness and finding happiness in pain is like that elusive pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.. atleast you have a colourful rainbow amidst those dark clouds... so i just sit back.. close my eyes and soak in the pitter patter of the raindrops (read pain).. and wait for the rainbow (read happy memories) to show up.. and when those memories keep flashing by.. i cheer up as the 7 colors of the rainbow fight out the dark clouds and light up every face with a smile. So long gone.. so far away.. yet so close.. yet so elusive.. yet so far away.. so long gone.... all giving rise to a whole new level of RESTLESS n TURMOIL... and yet i pseudo with the pseudo rest_IN_peace... :( the little (large) ironies of life..

Some wise ass rightfully said.. "Nothing has ever happened before the TIME it has to happen and nothing ever will happen before the TIME it has to happen... and when the right TIME comes, the thing that has to happen will always happen"

until next TIME.. i blog

-- rest_IN_peace --